So, ever have one of those months where everything so far sucks?

Yeah. That's me this month. Classes start in a little more than three weeks; that should be a welcome distraction, oddly enough.

I'm just..tired. I have to be up at 5 in the morning, to deal with problems that arose from...previous problems. There are days that I wish I had not made some decisions when I made them a little more than two years ago.

Doesn't make sense, but, all those who truly could piece my ramblings together are gone or dead. That's life.

I can't sleep much. Not won't. Can't. I still don't know why. Need to get some psychoanalysis done or something. But...I do get some writing done. It just gets heavily scrutinized, edited, and never really makes it on here.

Goddess, I think too much.